Jun 2007
Not Happy
20/Jun/2007 09:56 PM Filed in: Personal
Human emotion is powerful weapon to be used against
human-beings, it kills a person from inside out.
Well, it certainly hasn't killed me yet, but for some
reason, I am just not so happy lately. In the past
few months, I've got myself into some deep
confusions, a paradox I cannot solve alone, and I'm
currently seeking for a short cut out of this
troublesome situation, trying really hard to find a
way to make things go back to the way they were and
pretend none of these has ever happened. But I can't.
So, God, please, what's it gonna be this time? Shall
I surrender?
Moody Spaghetti
19/Jun/2007 01:11 AM Filed in: Personal
Caution: None of my words in this post will make any
sense to you if you have not had any contact with me
within the past 24 hours of time. It is highly
recommended that you skip this post now and find
yourself something else less boring to read.
A lot of unconnected and unexpected things happened today, to me, and to other people around my life. Old friends popping up around street corners at wrong time ( Why now? ), precious memories gets shattered in million pieces ( Oh, does that remind you of anything you refuse to admit for so long you don't even remember yourself how important it was to you anymore? ), friend gets hurt in street fights ( Well actually it didn't happen today, but I just heard the story about an hour ago, and I don't know how to react. What the f is wrong with my head. )... If you happened to be one involved, you may already know your part of the story and please don't ask for the rest, as I just don't feel like any discussion at this moment. And if you're not part of it, don't bother to get involved, I'll be fine, I promise. There's nothing to be worried about.
Back to the story, I don't think I should take you into any details, so all I can say right now is that they are all very complicated, and they have all done just enough to make my life a bloody mess at the very end of my day and I can't even go to sleep now. Seriously, why does life do these things to people like us. what the hell on earth was I thinking about, an why should I care so much about all this shit in the first place. Well anyways, like I said, life goes on, and I guess I'm probably just experiencing a blue screen situation in my nerve system right at this moment, cause I think my fucking brain just finally gave up and stopped working seconds ago for some stupid safety reasons. ( Oops, watch out for your mouth. )
Blanky, blanky...
Ctrl+Alt+Delete
Reboot
Booting into safe-mode.
Hello, I'm a PC ( No, I'm just kidding. )
You are right, maybe I am crazy, and I am certainly getting bad tempered lately if you happen to notice, but speaking of which, this is definitely one of those things I have absolutely no control over what so ever... ( Or did I let it grew ) So I can only hope this is temporary, and I can get over it as fast as the turtles can run ( Well, maybe a little faster, but, you get the idea. ) So good luck, and good night.
A lot of unconnected and unexpected things happened today, to me, and to other people around my life. Old friends popping up around street corners at wrong time ( Why now? ), precious memories gets shattered in million pieces ( Oh, does that remind you of anything you refuse to admit for so long you don't even remember yourself how important it was to you anymore? ), friend gets hurt in street fights ( Well actually it didn't happen today, but I just heard the story about an hour ago, and I don't know how to react. What the f is wrong with my head. )... If you happened to be one involved, you may already know your part of the story and please don't ask for the rest, as I just don't feel like any discussion at this moment. And if you're not part of it, don't bother to get involved, I'll be fine, I promise. There's nothing to be worried about.
Back to the story, I don't think I should take you into any details, so all I can say right now is that they are all very complicated, and they have all done just enough to make my life a bloody mess at the very end of my day and I can't even go to sleep now. Seriously, why does life do these things to people like us. what the hell on earth was I thinking about, an why should I care so much about all this shit in the first place. Well anyways, like I said, life goes on, and I guess I'm probably just experiencing a blue screen situation in my nerve system right at this moment, cause I think my fucking brain just finally gave up and stopped working seconds ago for some stupid safety reasons. ( Oops, watch out for your mouth. )
Blanky, blanky...
Ctrl+Alt+Delete
Reboot
Booting into safe-mode.
Hello, I'm a PC ( No, I'm just kidding. )
You are right, maybe I am crazy, and I am certainly getting bad tempered lately if you happen to notice, but speaking of which, this is definitely one of those things I have absolutely no control over what so ever... ( Or did I let it grew ) So I can only hope this is temporary, and I can get over it as fast as the turtles can run ( Well, maybe a little faster, but, you get the idea. ) So good luck, and good night.
To the Crazy Ones
18/Jun/2007 11:00 AM Filed in: Personal
Here's to the crazy ones.
The misfits.
The rebels.
The troublemakers.
The round pegs in the square holes.
The ones who see things differently.
They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect of the Status Quo.
You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them.
But the only thing you can't do, is ignore them.
Because they change things. They push the human race forward.
And while some may see them as the crazy ones. We see genius.
Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world.
Are the ones who do.
The misfits.
The rebels.
The troublemakers.
The round pegs in the square holes.
The ones who see things differently.
They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect of the Status Quo.
You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them.
But the only thing you can't do, is ignore them.
Because they change things. They push the human race forward.
And while some may see them as the crazy ones. We see genius.
Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world.
Are the ones who do.
In My Life
12/Jun/2007 10:21 PM Filed in: Personal
No, I'm not turning into one of those lamers who
continuous post song lyrics, but I just felt like it
this time. 
There are places I remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never ever lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
In my life I love you more
There are places I remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all
But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never ever lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
In my life I love you more